LUDDA

art people have given me

XL

I: Commissioned by my boyfriend from Evalare
II: Drawn by my irl best friend
III, IV, V, VI, VII, VIII, IX, X: Drawn by Aedida
XI, XII, XIII: Drawn by Blademoor
XIV, XV, XVI: Drawn by Monday
XVII: Drawn by Sam
XVIII, XIX, XX, XXI, XXII: Commissioned by Sam from Alluvial, Hazumonster, Guttergoo x2, Goldenhourglass
XXIII, XXIV, XXV, XXVI: Drawn by Koescape in collaboration with me.
XXVII: Commissioned by Adenine from NESY
XXVIII, XXIX: Commissioned by Naja from Dean, Jin Ambers
XXX: Commissioned by Ormand from Redly Jester
XXXI, XXXII: Drawn by Feather | NSFW Twitter!
XXXIII Drawn by communestvevo/Rheja on Discord.
XXXIV Drawn by Caine/Surulaulu
XXXV Drawn by @LeafOpal
XXXVI & XXXVII Drawn by ozerov on Discord.
XXVIII Drawn by Alus Beauregard
XXXIX: WIP Gift drawn by Feidraws.
XL Icon set commissioned by Rjna from @HanaeKariko

what to expect from me in roleplay

I am a...

◆ Mature roleplayer and over 25 years old. I will indulge in sexual and violent themes. With this in mind, I will not ERP or ship with a player's character that is not my OOC partner's. If your characters choose to try and pursue a romance with any of mine, they are within their right, I won't tell you not to. Just please keep in mind it will always end in rejection, there is no alternative or chance you will be able to convince any of my characters otherwise. I am not responsible for if this ends up upsetting you OOC. Sorry if this is disappointing, thank you for understanding.◆ Mirror roleplayer. While I have a tendency to lean personally into paragraph roleplaying, I more often than not try to mimic the style of whomever I am roleplaying with. So don't fear potential language barriers, I can make it work.◆ Fast typer. Amongst other things, this can result in a lot of typos. I know they're there and they aren't intentional. I promise I'm not stupid, I'm just tired and don't have the energy to correct every mistake I make. I will, however, mention the mistake if it is literally illegible. 🤙🏻

here are some things i've made

Final Fantasy XIV

• ◆ Official Eorzean Literature | Grimoires & Codices List

• ◆ Viera Biology, Culture, etc.

• ◆ Al Bhed Race Homebrew

• ◆ Sui-no-Sato Cuisine

• ◆ Dragoon Workout & Health Regimen – Incomplete

• ◆ Southern Ilsabardian Cuisine

Some of these resources use official material while others are homebrewed lore additions (fanon) for cultural expansion – taking liberties while trying to remain close to in-game lore standards.

Final Fantasy XI

• ◆ The Bard's Medley: A FFXI Roleplaying Hub

Soul Eater

• ◆ Soul Searcher [Fanzine]

• ◆ Doujinshi English Translation: Soleil

Some of my Art

they're ordered chronologically and some are years old.
I do selective commissions, click here for more information

FFXI DDFFO Pieces

Completed Body References

Forever WIPs, Maybe

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disclaimer

The content on the following page contains adult material. You must be 18+ to view. Please return back to the main site if not. Thank you!

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guidelines for roleplay

To learn about what I am interested in RP-wise, please view my muse page for specific character hooks in my muses section.

✓ I WILL ROLEPLAY...

• Long-term
• Combat, Adventure
• Slice-of-Life
• Paragraph
• Mirror

◦ ASK ABOUT ◦

Family connectionsDiscord Roleplay.Character Maiming. This applies to: severing of a limb, permanent disfigurement, and otherwise anything that could be extremely debilitating on my character for the rest of their life.Pre-established relationships. While this is leaning more toward the "I'd rather not do this" I do make exceptions for a good enough reason. However though I strongly prefer organic friendships that build over time, rather than forced by writing.Lore-bending. So long as the lore is still intact, bend to your heart's content. After all, most characters wouldn't be all that interesting without stepping out a bit into deeper waters. Anything that may stretch outside that realm, should be saved for private RP sessions and not in open public RP areas.

... I WON'T ROLEPLAY ×

With underage players or fetish characters. •With characters that publicly lorebreak. •Random ERP. •In /Tell | Whisper. Please I'd rather RP in say or party if we set up something where it requires that – I don't like RPing in tell and I won't participate if that's what you do, sorry! That being said, if you shoot me a post in /say and I don't respond, please feel free to send me a tell lmao.Partake in Shipping or Romance RP outside my irl partner. See my expectation for roleplay here for more details.

muses

• final fantasy xiv muses

While I am presently subbed to XIV, I am uncertain if I will ever return to RPing there to any meaningful capacity.

All in-game imagery and respective concept art belongs to © 2024 SQUARE ENIX LTD. All Rights Reserved. Final Fantasy XIV.
Photo manipulation is present in this page's content.

• final fantasy xi muses

I will only do XI inclined RP through Discord

Inclined toward overarching story impactful themes. Consider this before reaching out for a desire to RP.You will only find me RPing XI content through The Bard's Medley, an RP Discord server. Find a link to it on page IV.

All in-game imagery and respective concept art belongs to © 2024 SQUARE ENIX LTD. All Rights Reserved. Final Fantasy XI.

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All art below is by me.

World of Warcraft and Blizzard Entertainment © 2024 are trademarks or registered trademarks of Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. in the U.S. and/or other countries. All World of Warcraft or Warcraft art, images, and lore are the property of Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. and used by permission.

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© 2017 Funcom Oslo A/S (“Funcom”). All rights reserved. © 2017 Conan Properties International LLC ("CPI"). CONAN, CONAN THE BARBARIAN, HYBORIA, and/or ROBERT E. HOWARD and related logos, characters, names, and distinctive likenesses thereof are trademarks or registered trademarks of CPI and/or Robert E. Howard LLC. All Rights Reserved. Funcom and Funcom Logo ™ & © Funcom Oslo A/S.Conan® Exiles uses the Unreal® Engine. Unreal® is a trademark or registered trademark of Epic Games, Inc. in the United States of America and elsewhere.” and “Unreal® Engine, Copyright 1998 – 2016, Epic Games, Inc. All rights reserved.”

soleil

A Soul Eater Doujinshi | Original Author: KISS | Miya Katsura

Translator Note:
So I decided to do this because I've known about this doujinshi since 2009 and despite my searching, have never came upon an English translation. I therefore took it upon myself to do so, merely because I wanted to read it. This took me several, several hours as I do not speak Japanese to any proficiency, but despite that, I feel that even as far as an unofficial translation is concerned – I will advocate for the quality and accuracy of the translation. I cannot say with absolute certainty that it has captured the original authors intent 1-for-1, but I certainly portrayed a story here I felt was cohesive and enjoyable for the reader. For that, I hope you enjoy.One more less important side note:
The original author includes a lot of kissing in this doujinshi despite the characters relationship seeming pretty platonic (or like the point of this all was to become closer, one of them even mentions merely wanting to hug the other and yet they kiss multiple times??) It's strange, I don't really understand it or feel it adds much to the story organically outside of maybe the second kiss, but alas. I did not write it, I only translated it. They do have other SE works so there may just be missing continuity from those, but it does feel strange regarldess. Still enjoyed it anyways.I did not write or draw the orignal doujinshi and all rights to the characters and story are reserved to the original Soul Eater creator, Atsushi Ōkubo.

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soul searcher

A Soul Eater Fanzine series written and drawn by Ludda

Hey everyone, this is my fanzine I've been working on since 2021, slowly but surely. This is wholly a passion project. The plot is outlined before drawn, so do know there is a thought out story intended to be depicted here, but how long it may take to get there, only time will tell.I'd like to also make clear that this is my story to tell. While this is obviously derivative of Atsushi Ōkubo's Soul Eater in that it's literally a continuation of that story, my depiction is my own. I strive to carefully toe the line of what I believe Ōkubo's intentions are for his character's personalities and ambitions, while also incorporating my own interpretations of these. That all said, if you don't like how I've decided to depict a character from this IP that you may like or headcanon differently, you're well within your right to feel that way, I only ask that you respect my right to my own depictions and interpretations. I do absolutely value retaining the authenticity of character's original depictions, so know I do my best to maintain that.

If you'd like to read more on how I intend to handle the story, what parts of lore I'll pull from, and my feelings about Soul Eater going forward, you can click here if you wish to indulge.

Anyways, thanks for taking the time read what I have to say despite my lack of brevity and supporting my creation if it piques your interest!

content warning

Rating: Mature

May contain depictions or descriptions related to: sex, violence, elicit substances, and various types of trauma. It is advisable you be over 18 years old before consuming this content. If any of these topics are triggering to you, this may not be the story for you.

Last Published Update: October 21st, 2021Current Progress as of [4/17/24]: 6 New pages of ???Projected Update: Whenever I finish them, sorry. If I can get past these pages I think I'll set an appropriate target limit with my established outline.

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Prologue

chapter I

ludda rants about soul eater

This story will pull loosely from NOT!, but my inclusion of lore from Fire Force will be extremely limited. If in the timespan it takes me to create this (which will be a long time) Ōkubo releases a continuation of Soul Eater, something greatly hinted at at the ending of Fire Force (much to my dismay), please know I will not be adjusting the trajectory of my story to suit those plot points. I'd argue already my dismissal of Fire Force's plot points outside the appearance of Maka's mother have effectively made this story and immediate AU. Do with that what you will, but know the idea is and always has been to be a continuation off the end of the original Soul Eater manga.If you're curious as to why I've chosen this, it's because I was and am content with how Soul Eater ended, for the most part. I began this project before the ending of Fire Force was released and to be honest, the idea that Ōkubo will be continuing Soul Eater is a bit frustrating to me. I can't say I particularly liked NOT! and while Fire Force from what I have consumed of it, is fine, his portrayal of the SE cast in NOT! has me extremely concerned with how he intends to take the characters. Will I read it when that time comes? Probably, but I'm nervous about it deflating me in the same vein Hanyou no Yashahime did. I really don't want another of my dearly loved IPs from my childhood being tainted by people who can't stop beating a dead horse. I would definitely consider myself someone who prefers concluded IPs remain that way.Also, I've opted to change the name of the zine from "Soul Eater: After Years" to "Soul Searcher". I think it adds a small degree of separation from the source material and also is not a reference to FFIV lmao.

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